tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-853682237352618533.post4490393277452210264..comments2024-02-10T03:14:06.389-05:00Comments on Shell Shock Serenade: OCEAN Of SORROWSthormoohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14453569102275795203noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-853682237352618533.post-70359761889613411612012-10-29T22:06:30.124-04:002012-10-29T22:06:30.124-04:00Thanks for that Ian, I appreciate your input.
I w...Thanks for that Ian, I appreciate your input. <br />I was actually diagnosed with PTSD 15 years ago when I first went through Trauma Therapy for the sexual assault. Oddly these "War Dreams" actually even pre-date the rape , my parents to me to a shrink when I was a lad of 7 or 8 years old because I was having these violent dreams and dreams of rat infested trenches and such. For years I believed in reincarnation because of all this.<br /><br />What I find particularly frustrating about all of this now is I have already been through therapy, I've dealt with this stuff yet out of the blue I am having this miserable set-back.<br /><br />If you search back in the blog you'll see where I have written extensively about all of this before...PTSD, Trauma Therapy, Healing, reliving the nightmare. I guess I just feel that after all this time I should be BETTER OFF THEN THIS! And it angers me to feel like I am starting over again.<br /><br />Oh well...what can one do accept move on.<br /><br /><br />thormoohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14123682411248034307noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-853682237352618533.post-46784258093141198742012-10-29T21:47:23.322-04:002012-10-29T21:47:23.322-04:00Have you looked into what these dreams could mean,...Have you looked into what these dreams could mean, experiences from a past life perhaps, or PTSD from the rape, manifesting itself in a more obvious traumatic example. <br /><br />When you think Post traumatic stress disorder, you immediately think about war time and all the soldiers who were effected by this, maybe your subconscious is trying to tell you, to seek help.Mind Of Minehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09112890718925524313noreply@blogger.com