I am sitting here early Sunday morning contemplating how insignificant my life really is to anyone but a very few close friends and family members. I could die right now , it would make very little difference in the larger realm of life. These kinds thoughts and feelings obviously are encouraged by my recent medical problems and the lingering feeling of being ignored by my previous doctors. Thankfully my new doctor understands that a spreading Bone Infection is LIFE THREATENING.
Probably because of that....Today I feel in my heart that something is going to break loose, probably tomorrow (Monday) or early this week as the test results come through and then we can plan how we will respond to it. I just pray it isn't too late to save my right foot.
Today I am optomistic, HOPEFUL and I tust God will take care of me.