Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Over-React, Panic or FREAK!
It sure doesn't take long for the exhaustion to set in...it has been a long day and I feel every second of it coursing through my veins right this very minute. I am totally played out physically and emotionally...the ice appears to be getting rather thin...Life has gotten a bit more rough and tumble the last couple of days...not sure that really means anything other then it is what it is.
Once in awhile, I get where I feel totally exhausted yet at the same time I feel wound up tight inside, on edge and full of nervous energy even though I'm still really tired. I'm restless, fidgety and easily annoyed...mostly at myself.
I don't like myself much at times like this...there isn't a whole lot of serenity going around at the moment...that's for darn sure! Yet there is still a peace, deep, deep down that is different from how I used to feel before.
I'm guessing that all this is just another bump in the road type thing and as suddenly as it all appeared...it will just as quickly fade away. I see no need to over-react or panic or freak...(all might have been possible reactions to this type of mood in the not so distant past) nope, I think we just need to keep plugging away and things, much like the planet we all live on...will turn!
Of course a couple hours of sleep would be nice....