Killing time looking at the ceiling..sorta sad really when I am sitting in a room full of people. The is a lot of talk with little actually being said. Vocal noise, nonsense from the Pied Pipers of Bullshit and other assorted little GEMS of the absurd.
I have moments where even today I feel completely detached from the world of my fellow human beings....its a form of self-defense I think. At one time I longed to belong....to feel a part of the world yet at the same time I dread the notion and would rather stand alone, forever...
I clearly need people in my life but they often stir up the feelings of alienation I've felt ever since I can remember.....
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