So the "FREE" morning I was looking forward to just changed as I have to visit the Computer DOC ASAP to see if he can fix the problem...I hope so. Funding isn't available for a laptop right now..not with all this travel expense, etc! We'll see, he has worked his magic before so I'm hopeful..
I typically try not to focus too much on the weather here at SSS but with temps expected in the upper 60's and possible a high in the upper 70's on Sunday (though rain is forecast as well) I have to mention it. I really need to get outside to walk more. I can do it...I just can't get too far away from a bathroom is you get my drift. I despise being ill, it can be de-humanizing at times....
I sure am happy to be alive though, really happy about that. Surely that is one difference in my outlook/attitude that I notice the most since I have sobered up and try to focus on the positive side of my situation. I am just grateful for what I actually do have...not what I've lost or want or think I need. I do not always feel this way...regular readers know I have low moments just like anyone else. It's just that they don't last very long...it's a waste of time and energy.
Still there are times where I'd rather wallow in my misery but fortunately I don't stay in that place very long.
So another day begins...
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